I don't want to be remembered as someone who can't fulfill her dreams..
  but as someone who obeyed and fulfilled someone eLse's.

Never picture me as someone so snobbish...
  but that I can't see you from afar 'cause I'm blind.

kEeP in mind that i AM not RICH..
   that I dnt enjoy fine dinings..
   eat the right way..(coz i do the messy way most of the tym)
   be with the company of rich kids
   and be in expesive places...
   I'd rather eat at LARSHIAN..
   eat using my hands..
   be with the MONSTERS..
   and be in somewhere else fresh..nyc.cool.and green.. 

I am never silent.
  I am listening to you. even if my eyes are of somewhere else. my ears are with you.

I can't let you cheat.
  coz i dnt cheat.its something I can't do.

You said. I'm so "naning" and stuffs like that.
  I can't let me fail..coz all my life I am faced with difficulties..
  and I need to survive..not fail...not die.
 
Don't tell me..I don't have the heart.
  'cOZ I love you. more than myself.

I'd speak my mind out for you to know hOW i FEEL
   not to make u feel bad.

Remember that...
   I do things with reasons..which sometimes.are indeed unreasonable for u.
   but I do things "right"...what i really think is for the best..
   I may regret everything I've done..
   Coz i'm not perfect and can never know perfection.
   But  I will never regret having u as a fwend.

Love,
  Janelli